sudofox's journal

Austin Burk's journal, where I share little snippets of my writing, code, and dreams.

Tired after the wedding, and car troubles.

Tired

The wedding and the reception were really wonderful and it was fun to see a lot of people I hadn't seen in a while. Masks were required for those who weren't vaccinated yet.

Emotions

Getting to see a lot of people was really nice. I felt a lot better, though now I'm back home and I feel a bit lonely. A lot of work went into getting things ready and it was all over very quickly.

I feel like I'm not a reliable person. It's been over a month since I promised a friend of mine I'd answer some of the questions they had about my faith. I got really far but I got tired and went to bed and never got back to them and I'm worried I'll never get back to them. Finding the energy to do things is hard.

Need for Clean 2021

I need to clean my house. I feel unmotivated though. I'll post some pictures when I get to it.

Kim Possible

My mom wanted to watch Kim Possible with me, so we watched some episodes together. 😄

Work

I'll be working tomorrow. I hope I feel less tired.

Truck

My truck is leaking transmission fluid. My dad noticed a puddle and called to let me know. I get stressed out about things like this, it's hard for me. My dad helped me work out that I need to purchase ATF and a funnel. I then need to take it to a shop and have it looked at. I'm stressed out about how much it might cost. After my automower got stolen I'm stressed out that my other possessions might get stolen too. I'm really stressed out and I can't relax because my house is unorganized. I need motivation to organize it. I'm not sure what to do. I feel like I'm in a state of almost-but-not-quite panic.

Flowers

I brought home some flowers from the wedding. They're very pretty. I'd like someone to give them to.

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