sudofox's journal

Austin Burk's journal, where I share little snippets of my writing, code, and dreams.

I tried drawing today

Thoughts on failure

I've been feeling like a failure recently. I worry about missed opportunities and being a bad friend and being envious of others. I struggle with loneliness. I wanted to make tools for others to be creative, but have so far not been successful. After seven years of failed attempts at getting started, I'm still nowhere near even a novice level of art skill. I feel like a fraud and a failure.

I don't know what to do. I just want to be a good person and do good things for other people, that's all. I want to be creative and give people ways to be creative. I don't know...


"Whew, what a day."

My friend provided an image of their pillow as a drawing prompt, and this is what I came up with.